Kajol says she had self-doubts upon returning to acting after motherhood: I kept thinking 'Do I still have it'

Kajol discussed her return to acting after a break for motherhood with Fanaa in 2006. The actor talked about initial nerves about facing the camera again.

Many actors choose to step away from the limelight for motherhood, but coming back can be daunting even for someone as seasoned as Kajol. In a recent interview, the actor opened up about her return to films after the birth of her daughter Nysa, recalling the mix of emotions she experienced before facing the camera again for Fanaa. (Also read: 'We’re not civilised, won't take it to a corner': Kajol spills the beans about resolving conflicts with Ajay Devgn)

Kajol talks about insecurities after motherhood

Kajol talked about her initial nerves about facing the camera again after her daughter Nysa was born.

In a recent interview with Zoom, the actor admitted that it was not easy for her the first time she decided to face the camera after Nysa was born.

"I remember when I came back, I did Fanaa, after Nysa was born,” Kajol shared candidly. “It had been three and a half years since I had stood in front of the camera. I kept thinking — 'Do I still have it?’ ‘Will I be okay in front of the camera?’ ‘Will I be different?’”

Thankfully, the nerves were short-lived. As she went through the first day of the shoot, Kajol realised that acting is something she would always remember as muscle memory.

“The day got over and I realised, ‘No, it’s fine.’ I’ve been doing this day in and day out...with my children, with everybody. And it is okay. It is a part of you that you will never get tired of or feel like you’re new to,” she said, reflecting on how deeply acting is ingrained in her.